My Adult Outlook

My life had been changed by using free dating sites. I had been living in Nelson in New Zealand and I had a job as a part time teacher. I had been a member of two free dating sites and I had met Fraser on one of the free dating sites. He had become my lovely boyfriend then after he proposed to me in Sydney I became his wife. From then on I recommended the free dating sites to all my single friends.

Fraser and I moved to Christchurch and I got a full time teaching job there. He was such a loving and caring man. We used to have the most amazing time in the bedroom. It was always so passionate, sexy and full of the strongest possible love. One time we had an accident with a condom and it fell off when we were making love. Three weeks later my period didn't arrive and I did a test. I was positive. I told Fraser and he didn't seem all that happy. We had only been married for one year and I hadn't been in my full time job for long. He wanted me to have an abortion but I just couldn't go thorough with it.

After a nine hour labour my baby Cindy was born. She was beautiful and she was well worth the difficult pregnancy I had endured. Fraser worked long hours to pay for the mortgage. It was challenging to get enough money to live with just one salary coming in. I decided to put Cindy in day care and to get a part time teaching job. I got to be good friends with the care taker called Lucus. At the end of term I went out for a meal with the other teachers and Lucus came along too. We all had too much wine to drink. The tune Careless whisper was playing when Lucus touched my leg. I knew it was wrong because I was married but I really fancied him.

I woke up in the morning in Lucus's bed. I wondered how I had got there. I went home and Fraser was so full of rage. He had demanded to know where I was all night. I lied that I had slept the night at Rosie's house. Cindy was crying so I went upstairs to hold her.

The next day at work I saw Lucus and he blew me a kiss. I found him so much nicer to be around than my husband. After school he gave me a lift home and on the way we stopped off for a walk in the woodlands. He cuddled me and kissed my lips. He told me that he had fallen in love with me. He had explained he knew it was wrong but he just couldn't help his feelings. Instead of dropping me home we went back to his house. We made passionate on his sofa.

I had to carry on my marriage knowing that the affair that I was having was wrong. It lasted for five years and then Lucus moved to Auckland so then I went back to loving my husband, Fraser. We got on better financially once Cindy got to school age.