My Adult Outlook

It had finally happened; I was sitting at a coffee bar with what could possibly be the handsomest man in the world. His eyes were of the bluest blue and his smile was completely disarming. I am usually very confident around men but with him I became a tongue tied mess. I felt flushed, sweaty and extremely nervous. As I sat across from him I wondered what in the world he was doing looking for women on online dating sites, I though this man must have women throwing themselves at him. It made no sense and it was all I could do not to throw myself across the table at him, especially with two cups of hot coffee in the way.

It was hard to sit there and pretend like I was not turned on just by looking at him. For the first half hour I even forgot about my ultimate plan of meeting a guy on an online dating site and taking him to my sisters wedding. He was completely charming and it caught me by surprise when he suddenly asked me to go with him that evening to the opening of a hip dance club. Wow, I thought to myself, I can actually go out in public and be seen with think hunk of gorgeous man. I know I should have said no, for this was not in the plan but I just could not help myself. I agreed to go out with this man I had met on an online dating site without even knowing if he might be a serial killer.

That night as I was sitting next to my hunk of gorgeous man I was happier than I had been in a long time. I resolved to give myself to the night and forget all about my plan at least for that night. All I really wanted was to have a big passionate affair with him. I am not usually a brief encounter kind of gal but with him I think I was willing to try anything. We got the club and spent the next few hours dancing, drinking and having a blast. Every time I looked over at him I still could not believe that I had met him at an online dating site. He caught me peeking a few times and would smile his wonderful smile at me and wink. I had the most fabulous time of my life and that night I resolved to change my life around and me more outgoing so I could spend more nights this way.